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Paul Murcott isn’t great with emotion. It’s why he started walking.
Last November one of Paul’s three children took her own life.
He knew Shona Mai had been having a rough time, but when his son called with the news he was left speechless; “no no no” he remembers yelling down the phone.
“Everything just stopped, my guts felt like they were ripped out. They still do,” he told Mamamia.
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Thankyou Paul xxxx