I recently told the world the story of the text message my husband sent that ended our marriage when our son was two-years-old.
I talked about how a man who had been my best friend suddenly became a reluctant contributor to our new family structure from the moment our baby was born. How he stayed in our marital bed whilst I moved into the nursery to do night duty. How he had always played Thursday night sport – and didn’t ever miss one week.
I detailed how he didn’t want to change anything about his social life with his mates; which might have been OK, had it not also included refusing to tell me his plans each day and night, so I usually would not know whether he’d be home or not.
I put up with that nonsense for two years until I saw a text message to his friends that called me SWMBO – ‘She Who Must Be Obeyed’ – after never actually ‘asking permission’ (which in a marriage I thought was called basic communication) to do anything, ever.
That text message was the death knell for us, and I left with my baby the next week. But of course, a lot had gone down before that.
On the night I told him we were leaving, my husband said to me: “You just don’t understand, I’m working so much.”
I told him, “It’s not that you’re rarely home, it’s how you treat us when you’re here.”
He didn’t accept that. He didn’t accept that me asking him to get up with the baby on a Sunday morning – one morning a week – and him refusing to do it for two years, was a clear indication to me that he couldn’t care less about us.
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Hello dear
I am sorry your child had to go through that repulsive incident and really, it is a negligence on both behalf. You know you cannot depend on him supervising. How is he physically & mentally? How old is your child?
Nevertheless, everyone can get taught. Think classes, Counselors, Psychologists, worst case; Psychiatrists..
Couple counselling will definitely be insightful.
Was your husband a smoker before you met him? Quit Program, Hypnotherapy, Nicorette devices come in all forms.
Is he working 5-6 days 9-5? I don't believe in making excuses for an adult.
However some individuals are not built like their better half, you.
There are some things we may be able to tweak with their behaviorism, yes it is ugly but would it be uglier for a child to grow up without his father alongside his mum? There are plenty of options.
You seem like a tough, independent lady. Know your choices and pick them without any heaviness following. x
PS. Name on a contact list, whether it be a title, a funny one or a real hurtful one to others.
It is done for a silly reason, please do not think too much into it..
*My contacts are filled with funny titles:
Lifesucker 1: MUM, Lifesucker 2: BIG BRO, My favourite neighbour: PISS HEADS R US and my partner ADDED DRAMA :)) LOL
It is only for my own amusement.
Or when it comes between husbands and their mates, maybe it is just between boys etc..
Keep your ground and do not let it deter you.
I love this lil' quote:
"BOYS WILL BE BOYS. BUT GIRLS WILL SOON BECOME WOMEN"
One for the road:
I AM A WOMAN! WHAT'S YOUR SUPER POWER!?
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Nicotine can kill a child.