It was an otherwise unremarkable weekday morning when Narelle Fraser found herself sipping a coffee, inside a quiet Melbourne cafe.
The coffee shop, located opposite Victoria’s Crown Court, was bustling and Narelle was in a world of her own.
This wouldn’t be unusual, of course, except for the fact that Narelle was meant to be in that court – and when the court staff located her – she had no idea why she wasn’t.
Narelle couldn’t recall leaving court. Just 20 minutes ago, she’d stood behind a rape victim in the witness box. There were two offenders, both with their own defence. The victim was, in Narelle’s words, “getting hammered,” and she felt as though the young girl was being, “raped all over again”.
It had been Narelle who convinced the victim to take the stand, she told Meshel Laurie and Emily Webb on Australian True Crime.
When she had gone to her house that morning to collect her, the young girl was curled up in the foetal position, adamantly refusing to go. Although Narelle could absolutely understand why, she also knew that unless that girl testified against her rapists, they could never be convicted.
Meshel Laurie and Emily Webb interview policewoman Narelle Fraser about her experience with PTSD on Australian True Crime. Post continues below.
So as Narelle watched that young girl be publicly ‘hammered’, she thought angrily to herself, “this is bullshit”. Ultimately, she felt responsible.
And then, she must have escaped to the coffee shop.
When the court staff found her, Narelle was mortified. The magistrate, the defence, the prosecution; everyone was looking for her. Why on earth was she sipping, slowly, on a coffee?
For the rest of the afternoon, Narelle could not piece together what had happened. This was the first time she seriously asked herself; “What’s going on?”