I want to talk about your first marriage. I think your argument about doing everything your husband didn't want to do was that he should have supported you on the comedy deal. Maybe that's debatable, maybe it's not, but I think one incontrovertible fact remains. You said your husband wanted a stay at home wife, and presumably you agreed to that when you got married. The result of the whole thing is that you changed the nature of your relationship with him. You unilaterally decided that you were not going to stay home but pursue a career in opposition to your husbands wishes. Didn't he have the right to have the kind of marriage he wanted? The end of it is that when you got on that program your husband lost his wife for good. Do you think maybe he had an intuition? So did you really come out on top after all? God hates divorce and your first divorce, do you believe it was legitimate in His eyes? If it wasn't, do you think maybe you are experiencing correction from God in terms of your relationships? I have found this is exactly the way He works. I speak to you as someone who also has several failed relationships and I can see clearly my part in all of it. My greatest fault? I didn't seek Gods wisdom on whom to marry. Now I am paying the price and I suspect you are too.