4 pillow sleeper here. One for your head, one to cuddle, one between your legs and one against your back. It's the perfect sleep position.
Thank you for sharing your story. I had a similar experience at EPAS - it was awful and traumatic. If I can help it, when I finally do get pregnant, I will never go back there.
My MIL does not speak to me or acknowledge that I exist. Did not attend our wedding (everyone else in the family did) and on the odd occasion she does see me, manages a 'hello' but it's very forced. My FIL likes me but doesn't really stand up to her. As a result she is missing out on being part of the life we are building. I've tried everything, but she won't budge. It's very sad.
I am so sorry for your loss. I am going through my second miscarriage in a row in under a year, currently in lockdown in Sydney. It is incredibly isolating and I feel very trapped. Thank you for sharing your story.