I know exactly how your feeling this is me all over and when you do take a step back and realise what about me who's there for me really no one because too much has been lost and forgotton thankyou so much for sharing this I have lost myself haven't been myself for a very long time I try to make myself happy but seems to be to late that's how it feels for me but to read this kinda feels good on a way knowing I'm not alone...