Cathy, what an eloquent account of a devastating loss. I am so heartbroken by your words. The pain must be so present in your life, I can’t bear the thought of it. There’s nothing to be said that can comfort you, but your words are so valuable to people who have been through this. I lost 3 pregnancies, very early in comparison, but very wanted all the same. I hope you found some solace in sharing your story.