...that story hit hard. I've gone, excuse me, I'm GOING through this right now. I quit oral birth control about 4 months ago and my world has flipped upside down. The confusion and emotional pain! I had a huge crush on a girl of my age (about 17 then) and was simply infatuated with her. But I found her during my early start of OC, and I had a BF for about the same time. Things didn't work out, but for years, 22 of them, I've had recurring dreams of her... still on my mind.