...that story hit hard.  I've gone, excuse me, I'm GOING through this right now.  I quit oral birth control about 4 months ago and my world has flipped upside down.  The confusion and emotional pain!  I had a huge crush on a girl of my age (about 17 then) and was simply infatuated with her.  But I found her during my early start of OC, and I had a BF for about the same time.  Things didn't work out, but for years, 22 of them, I've had recurring dreams of her... still on my mind.