I’ve woken up at 4.45am with a feeling of dread. I’ve got a $20,000 dollar credit card debt and a messy house.
I’ve got another incredibly busy day ahead as a single mother of two little ones on a low income. I haven’t slept much this week because the kids have had croupy night coughs.
I spent my early adult life traveling and working overseas after completing an arts degree. When I came back to Australia I knew a lot about working in bars and restaurants and nothing about the superannuation plan that had commenced or the technology revolution.
I was educated but seemingly skill-less. I finally got out of the restaurant scene after a man I worked for in the high end restaurant scene was declared a crook. Not only had he failed to pay any of his bills but he’d also been keeping the tax and super of his staff in his own pocket. We never got our super back. I later realised we’d never been paid proper penalty rates or anything like that. No wonder I went through so much of my savings while I was working for him.
"I worked in the restaurant scene but was cheated on my pay." Image via iStock.
When I met the children’s father I’d just found my way into a bottom level corporate job. I’d started to put feelers out about career advancement when I was suddenly pregnant. The next several years became about me raising our beautiful children and my partner making a career change from blue to white collar work. He had debts and initially a low income and really had no interest in joint finances or family life.
We moved away to a regional area for a while to help with his new career and I focused on child minding. I still didn’t have superannuation on my radar; let alone the fact that compound interest is inexorable but slow, so if you take time out of the workforce, you take a dramatically larger hit to your final retirement savings than if you keep earning all the way through- which is not great for somebody who was a late starter with their super. I did know I was spending all the savings I had but it was for a good course. Right?
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By the time I had a small child in school and a toddler in day care and was back at work and my partner was finally is in a good position job wise, he discovered Tinder and much younger women. He’d always been tarred with the pathologically selfish brush... yet I’d find a way to excuse it because I didn’t want to be a single mother. I’d watched my own mother go through it; and those were the days when people worked 9-5 and houses were affordable in terms of the average income.
Just before I asked him to leave I did some quick calculations in my head and thought “Oh I’ll be OK- sort of.” The thing is I never really was any good at maths. Childcare is incredibly expensive even with a rebate and so is vacation care. I don’t have anybody who can help with this, so I outsource it all. I spend my money on rent and fresh food and everything else goes on the credit card. And there are so many other things I didn’t consider; dental, excursions, gifts, school uniforms, shoes, school dress ups, haircuts, sporting activities, school bills for arts and crafts and photocopying. Almost every day I have to pay for something I wasn’t expecting.