Ada lost her son Harrison nine months ago.
Harrison was stillborn and this the first time Ada has spoken publically about the loss.
The Home and Away actress, 38, opened up to New Idea magazine about the pain.
“We will never be the same people we were, and I hate that,” Nicodemou said.
“How do you cope with this? How do you cope? For both of us, what’s upsetting is that this is part of our story now. It’s something you never imagine. It’s just one of the most unnatural things you could ever go through.”
“It’s not that I will never be a complete person again, but I just wonder … How can I say? I just feel I can never be completely happy again because this has happened.”