I am 35 years of age, still considered relatively young by some. I have been with my husband for 16 years. Of those 16 years, I’ve been married 11. To all the maths nerds out there, I’m guessing you’ve already figured out that this means I’ve been with the same man since I was 19. Since we are incorporating a maths lesson into today’s post it’s also probably notable to mention, that I have an eleven year old daughter. Go on, you can say it – Shotgun. I kid, I wanted to marry and commit to my husband as much as he did. So much so, I even proposed to him.
Because he was my lightning bolt moment. You know the one? Maybe you don’t, and I know it’s clichéd, but to this day, I still can’t explain it. The night we officially got together, i.e. had sex on the beach after a heavy night of drinking, it was like we were magnetised. And instantly, we couldn’t bear to be apart.
To be honest, we’d met a few times before that night and I had found him to be a complete arsehole. An absolute hot arsehole, but an arsehole none the less. He was rude, obnoxious, smoked a packet of Longbeach a day and wouldn’t give me the time of day. Bad boy personified. I could not have wanted him more.
16 years on, the lightning bolt is more like a flickering light bulb and spending a night apart is almost a cause for celebration. So sometimes, yeah, I contemplate, did I commit too early? Have I accomplished enough? Did I experience the world before my chance to be footloose and fancy free was taken away from me? I mean at 24 I was married, mortgaged and a mother. Did I miss out? Is it only natural to contemplate if the grass is greener or would the mowing of said lawn, simply be another chore I would have to fit into an already overcrowded weekend?
And it wasn’t like I was the only girl at the time getting married. It didn’t feel too young, it felt right. But now, well now announcing at 21 that you were engaged and getting married at 24 would almost be frowned upon. There would be cries of “Live a little”. “Don’t settle down yet, you’ve got to experience the world and travel”. You’ll regret not trying out more before you buy”
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I'm a little late to this post I know, but feel I need to comment. I am now 28, I have been with my husband for seven years, married for five. I hate telling people I'm married, because it's immediately followed with a very judgemental look and the words 'how old are you?'. They then ask if I'm christian (I am, that has nothing whatsoever with my choosing to marry). I didn't marry young because I wanted to get married young, I married young because I was lucky enough to have met him while I was young.
We travel together, go out together, but we also do things separately. Being married doesn't mean you don't exist anymore. We're currently living in separate countries for a year because I needed to for my career. It's hard (harder on him than me), but he gets it. He gets it because he loves me and understands how important it is to me.
I once met an engaged couple who wanted to know about our wedding. She asked how long we'd been together before we got married. I told her two years, and she nearly spat her mouthful of food in my face in shock. 'Wow, you really rushed it!' She said. I wanted to slap her.
It used to be the smug married couples judging the single ladies. Not anymore.
I started dating my now husband when I was 18. Ironically the first night we were together I had told my friends to keep me away from any guys! He was one of my exes best friend .. awkward.
I knew not long into the relationship that he was 'the one'. I was young, sure, but I knew it. It was just right. Plus he was my best friend.
I was married at 19, he was 21. Six months after we married we left Victoria for a 'year long trip' around Australia. We got to Perth, fell in love with it so decided to stay for a while. We were thousands of kilometres away from everyone we knew, newly married and had to rely on eachother for everything. It built our relationship into the strongest of partnerships.
We had three businesses and three children in Perth before deciding to move back to Vic in 2008. This year we will celebrate 15 years of marriage. I'm 34 years old.
Was I too young? Did I miss out? Not at all. Is it hard? Shit yes. Marriage is a tough gig that has to be worked on all the time. But he's my best mate and the father of my awesome children, so what better husband could I ask for.
We've had incredible ups in our lives, and super dooper downs. We've fought over the stupidest things that have almost sent us running. But to this day, there has not been a single night that has not ended with an I love you. In over FIFTEEN years. We might fight til 3am, but we will always resolve it before we sleep. Because it's worth it. And because he's the love of my life.
My 18 year old self was dead right.