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Inside the heartbreaking fall and gentle rise of Amanda Bynes.

 

It was 1994 when a bright eyed seven-year-old by the name of Amanda Bynes was ‘spotted’.

Bynes was at a Los Angeles children’s comedy camp that her parents – Rick, a former dentist, and Lynn, a retired office manager – enrolled her in. It was the platform that would launch Bynes, the youngest of three children, to breakout jobs on Nickelodeon before she had even hit high school.

Within years, her own children’s comedy program The Amanda Show was the network’s most successful offering. She would go on to win the “Favourite Television Actress” gong at the Kids’ Choice Awards four years in a row.

She was, for a time, the world’s most glittering and adored child star.

In 2002, The New York Times praised Bynes’ “gift for physical comedy” and “fearlessness in front of live studio audiences”. Then 16, writer David Hochman observed Bynes “literally grew up on Nickelodeon”.

”I’ve seen kids in her position experiment with drugs and be too promiscuous, but Amanda has avoided all of that,” Dan Schneider, one of Bynes’ regular producers told Hochman at the time.

“My wife, who knows her, says she’s almost like Marcia Brady in that she’s so clean-cut and wholesome,” Schneider commented, alongside Hochman’s descriptions of Bynes’ perfect “big night” (it “usually revolves around a rented video and microwave popcorn”).

And yet Bynes' eye-watering success was only in its infancy; in the same year, she would charm in Big Fat Liar alongside Frankie Muniz, before star roles in What A Girl Wants (2003), She's The Man (2006) and Hairspray (2007) seemingly cemented the actress as a permanent fixture in Hollywood.

"She was completely professional and very sweet," Jennifer Gibgot, an executive producer on Hairspray, would later comment. "We thought of her as a young Lucille Ball."

It was 2007 and a 21-year-old Amanda Bynes was at the peak of her career when she changed management; father Rick had kept a careful eye over Bynes' career trajectory since she was a child. Now, with her newfound adulthood, she decided she would find another manager.

Perhaps, with the benefit of 10 years of space, it was the first domino to fall in the cascade that unravelled Bynes' life.

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Aside from a supporting role in 2010 film Easy A - the blockbuster that saw Emma Stone's celebrity skyrocket - Amanda Bynes' acting career was effectively finished. There would be no more feature films, no more accolades. The young woman who was loved by so many would slip away from the limelight, no longer the A-lister magazines fought to have on their cover, but the former child star who was now chronicling the ins and outs of her life through her Twitter feed.

Twitter would become the scene of her spectacular fall; a place for three million people to watch The Amanda Show of an entirely different, sobering kind.

"Being an actress isn't as fun as it may seem," the then 24-year-old tweeted after Easy A premiered. "If I don't love something any more I stop doing it... I know 24 is a young age to retire, but you heard it here first - I've retired."

The claims would soon be backtracked - they were all a joke, Bynes insisted - there was nothing to see here. In fact, she would be starring in upcoming film Hall Pass alongside Owen Wilson and Jason Sudeikis.

After one day on set however, sources told tabloids Bynes was fired - she wasn't "gelling" with other cast members, and hadn't learned her lines.

What on earth is going on with Amanda Bynes became the media's favourite new game.

An article observing Bynes' "insane thoughts" and "crazy" tweets, "The Curious Case Of Amanda Bynes’ Twitter", was published in June 2011. Is it just us, the piece mused, or is everything not OK? Something odd was going on within the confines of Bynes' mansion. Judging by the time stamps on her Twitter activity, the was actress was not sleeping soundly; at 1:58am on April 4 she wrote, "I love the people in my life sooooo much!!!!!" when only hours before she had chastised the "evil folks" she was going to remove from it.

The year of 2012 would be defined by a series of arrests; drink driving, two hit-and-runs, and driving on a suspended licence. Reports of Bynes' erratic behaviour poured in as the months ticked by. One day, she was locking herself in a West Hollywood boutique dressing room for two hours. The next, she was thrown out of an up-market gym for removing her shirt while exercising. Witnesses recounted their childhood idol shutting herself in a cupcake bakery's bathroom for half an hour, before smoking unknown substances in her car.

By September, a neighbour was telling TMZ he had seen Bynes talking to inanimate objects for hours at a time.

Of course, one didn't need the tabloid media to illustrate the depth of Bynes' fall, her Twitter account was sufficient evidence that this was a woman in psychological distress. The story of Bynes' darkest days is told best by herself, in now-deleted tweets, where she spoke obsessively of ugliness, plastic surgery, sex, and the steadfast belief that her brain had been micro-chipped. Harrowingly (and unsurprisingly) as Bynes' mental state deteriorated, her social media following swelled.

On her mental state, Bynes wrote: "I Want A Million Dollars A Year For Illegally Having My Mind Read And Privacy Stolen." On her parents, she tweeted: "We are no longer on speaking terms. I would rather them be homeless than live off of my money."

“There’s a surgery for everything that’s wrong with you!” Bynes wrote one night. Everything was going to be OK, she told her followers, she was going to get a nose job.

It took Bynes setting fire to her neighbours' driveway in July 2013 for her to be involuntarily admitted to a psychiatric facility.

In documents tendered to court, Rick and Lynn Bynes recounted their youngest child "would cover smoke alarms with towels, tape windows shut and cover her car dashboard with cardboard and tape out of fear that cameras were watching her from inside these places."

Bynes' parents added her fascination with plastic surgery had morphed into a grotesque addiction, spurred by drug abuse; "[she talks] incessantly about cosmetic surgeries that she wants."

She stayed there for six months, during which her parents temporarily took over their daughter's financial and legal affairs. Bynes would exit the psychiatric hospital in December 2013, admit herself to a rehabilitation facility for drug addiction in January 2014, and be readmitted to a psychiatric facility once more in October 2014.

After the years that very well could have claimed her life, Amanda Bynes wiped the slate of her story - her Twitter account - clean.

She deleted every chapter, removed every tweet, and promised the beginning of a different narrative - only this time, for the first time since she was seven, it wouldn't play out on a stage in front of millions.

It has been four years since Amanda Bynes pressed 'restart' on adulthood. She is now 31. The violet and hot pink wigs have been swapped out for her trademark blonde. Her team wants the world to know she's busy studying at the Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising.

“In 2018, Amanda looks forward to completing fashion school and dipping her toe back into acting," Bynes' attorney told Page Six late last year.

"She has had several offers but is waiting for the right one to come along for a comeback."

On Thursday, Bynes was photographed before class, running errands with her life coach. She looks different to what you might suspect; she looks fuller, like a normal woman - not one whose life was ravaged by the bright lights of childhood fame.

It is, hopefully, a sign that Bynes has escaped the demons that have plagued our most beloved child stars. A sign that she is doing well. A sign that she has a network of people who are supporting and loving her.

And perhaps a sign to many that when it comes to dizzying success and childhood, there is quite a precarious tightrope to walk.

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Cath Fowlett 6 years ago

Illicit drugs can cause schizophrenia.

Guest 6 years ago

Incorrect. The current thinking is that certain drugs may trigger a disposition to schizophrenia that predates the drugs - kind of like setting off a tripwire. Without the predisposition, the mental illness would not manifest in the setting of drug use.

What you might be conflating is the fact that illicit drugs can cause psychosis, which is just one symptom seen in illnesses like schizophrenia. Psychosis is a symptom, not a disease in its own right - and drug-related symptoms tend to disappear after the drug is out of the system.

Secondly, many people with mental illnesses have intercurrent drug addictions that are secondary to the primary mental illness. It's important to understand that this represents a complex diagnosis and an even more complex recovery (if ever). It is not a simple case of going to rehab for a few weeks and getting better for even one of these issues - let alone two.


Guest 6 years ago

"It is, hopefully, a sign that Bynes has escaped the demons that have plagued our most beloved child stars."

If she has a mental illness like schizophrenia - which many speculate she has - this is not a "demon" that can be neatly "escaped". She should be afforded dignity and privacy, and not have the complexity of a chronic illness oversimplified.

Michelle 6 years ago

Hi Guest,

In demons I was referring to the drug addiction that she went to rehabilitation for. I understand that mental illness is entirely different, which is why I mentioned the importance of network of people supporting her.

However, complete recovery from mental illness is also possible, and I believe it's important that we discuss the possibility that, in many cases, mental illness is treatable and impermanent. Hopefully Amanda Bynes is one of those cases.

As for affording Amanda privacy, as the final paragraphs state, she is planning to become an actress again. Publicity will follow where she courts it. My reason for writing the piece is to show her journey, and observe that it is good she has spent four years out of the public eye to recover and figure out exactly what she wants her life to look like, whether that be as a celebrity or a private person. It has been a gentle rise back up, and I think that's a good thing.

Michelle xx

Guest 6 years ago

With respect Michelle, I believe you have over-simplified the issue by sweeping the mental health issue to one side. As a medical practitioner, I would say that although some chronic mental illnesses can be managed, they are often not "cured" or associated with complete and/or lasting remissions. They not uncommonly create permanent disability. It's nice to hope for the best, but given the lengthy absence of Bynes from the public eye, it is perhaps optimistic to assume she's been so lucky.

As a journalist, you should also be careful about implying she is "courting" publicity. She was apparently "courting" attention in the same way on social media in the months before she was taken under legal custody. Unless you are privy to all the facts if her legal and private life, you have no way of knowing whether she is slipping in the same way again - the "gentle rise" into the public eye may not be in her best interests at all. Mental health orders are not permanent, and recurrences are sadly not uncommon. Restoration of fame is not always a good idea - it's still really early days in a mental health context.

Sophie Smith 6 years ago

Someone who actually understands severe complex mental illness 🙌 it is not something you can easily "escape" from and it is likely going to be an ongoing condition for her. It is not a psychological issue, it is a psychiatric disease. Much like type 1 diabetes, or asthma, etc. The media needs to show some responsibility and realise that writing endless irresponsible junk articles about someone like this who is so vulnerable and with a severe mental illness is extremely harmful. This article is not that, but the condition is definitely not something that will simply disappear.
Ps again this article is ok...but some more knowledge and points about schizophrenia would be helpful.

Kimbo 6 years ago

Michelle, I really think with medical terms, references, information & advice you need to consult a professional! Especially when you claim that a mental illness like schizophrenia is "impermanent".