I have been thinking about this for a while in the way I do before I write a column. It's been slow cooking. And some of the comments from TheRealSydney and Temmy among others about the Nicole-On-David-Letterman post below have drawn attention to the issue of Nicole Bashing.
Guilty. So guilty.
And I struggle with this. Coco at the moment is all about 'hate'.
"I HATE this show!"
"I HATE chops!"
"I HATE Luca!"
"I HATE brushing my hair!"
And I'm all 'We don't hate, darling. Hate is a very strong word. Let's think of another way to say it." She's usually wandered off by this point but I still make that speech on a regular basis.
I'm trying to hate less in my own life even though I am horribly judgemental. It is not my best quality and would not make me a good Buddhist were I wishing to become one.
BUT.
There's Nicole. Why does she inspire such anger in me?
I have thought so long and hard about that and I think the answer is that she's not real. Why do I care if she has surgery? I don't. But I care when she says "I only use sunscreen and I've never done anything to my face." I think that any woman who is not honest about herself does a great disservice to other women. That's why I'm so against re-touching and pretending you don't have a nanny and lying about surgery and lying about not exercising and lying about how you get pregnant etc etc etc.
And no, I'm not aiming all those accusations at Nicole – I want to move past that – but rather at every high profile woman who pretends it's easy and effortless WHEN IT ISN'T.
Because it makes me feel old and ugly and like a failure. Perhaps that's my problem. Clearly it's not theirs.
For me, it's not a jealousy thing. Or envy. More power to any celebrity who is beautiful and successful and talented and rich and happy and married to Brad Pitt. Ahem. Or whoever.
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Here is an interesting article from News.com.au about Nicole Kidman hating in online communities...
http://www.news.com.au/ente...
For a second there I thought they might have stumbled on your blog Mia, but it is just Facebook for now!
Link fixed!