If you asked me what one of the dominant feelings I have is day-to-day, I’d have to reply with “guilt”. Not joy. Or even stress. In fact, in the past few days alone I’ve felt guilty about hundreds of things. Big and small.
Guilty because of the 2-star rating I gave my Uber driving for being, well, a less than 2-star driver. (My guilt level after submitting the rating was a 5/5, FYI).
Guilty because I promised myself I’d try to exercise more this year and I’ve already failed.
Guilty because I’m missing a lovely friend’s hen’s this weekend because I have another social commitment.
It’s ridiculous. I know it is. Yet I can’t shake the feeling that personally, professionally and emotionally there’s always something more I could be doing and there’s always someone I’m letting down by not doing it. (Post continues after video.)
Dr Margo Orum, Principal Psychologist at Life Resolutions, says that rather than acting as a catalyst to drive us to improve ourselves, guilt actually leaves us worse off. Yeah, I can relate.
“Guilt is not a good motivator. It’s a human emotion that gives you a sense that you don’t like what you are doing or feeling or thinking. That can be handy feedback temporarily, but it’s better to make a decision that you are going to do something about it and not let the situation happen again, than to stay stuck in paralysing guilt,” Dr Orom explains.
And if you’re someone who’s grown up trying to please your teacher/parents/partner/friends/colleagues/barista, chances are you’ve found yourself in the guilt rabbit hole too.
Dr Libby Weaver explains in her book Rushing Woman’s Syndrome that this prevailing guilty feeling comes down to our rush to be appreciated and loved. (Post continues after gallery.)