Technology is an unpredictable beast sent to test us. I have been reminded of that so many times in the past month or two as I’ve summoned every iota of maturity and composure so as not to hurl something at my computer. Or my computer at something. It hasn’t been my computer’s fault but the fault of the various bits of software required to make it do stuff.
I will not hear a bad word against my laptop. I love it with an intensity that borders on unhealthy.
But with such love comes dependence. And when you’re heart is open that wide? You can get hurt. And angry when things go wrong. Often, it’s not even the computer’s fault. The computer is the messenger. It’s the fault of some piece of software or something in cyberspace that you don’t even understand ALL YOU KNOW IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT TO DO IS NOT WORKING AND THAT MAKES YOU VERY VERY VERY ANGRY.
And the worst part? Technology doesn’t care if you swear at it. Or hate it. Or scream at it in loud detail about how IT IS WRECKING YOUR WHOLE DAMN DAY AND POSSIBLY YOUR LIFE. Technology just gives you the middle finger and gets on with the business of messing with your mind.
Twice last week I lost 1300 word blog posts before I could publish them. Gone. Poof. Buh-bye.
Still, I was reminded of this post I wrote a little while ago….