A Wednesday morning, 2:30AM. I punched in the pin code and I was in. Complete access to texts, Facebook, emails. Scroll. Quick. Apps, what apps? Facebook. Facebook chat. Texts. Scroll.
Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Gemma. Sarah. Jessica. Alana. Emma. Lisa. Tegan. Monica.
‘Tell me what you’d do to me next?’
‘Send me some photos.’
‘I think we’d be good together.’
‘Where can I meet you?’
‘Thanks for coming last night.’
‘She’ll be at work so that should be fine.’
‘She’s so keen, but I’ll never marry her.’
I sat on the lounge room floor, in pitch black, hands trembling in fear he would wake and catch me in the act. I scrolled fast. I clicked so quick, I read quick.
I didn’t read everything. I felt I didn’t have time to read everything. But I read enough.
My Airforce partner, my other half, my best friend, my all and more, my first love was cheating on me. If you’d like to know him, I’ll let you get to know him, but let me start by telling you this: he is The One. He is The One who officially ruined relationships for me for a very long time. In all honesty, he also officially ruined me for a while there. Everyone, meet Kurt*.