Laurina Fleure’s exit from Bachelor in Paradise surprised everyone watching this week. As the 34-year-old later explained, she left because she needed time to grieve her brother Michael Shaun Fitzgerald, who took his own life just a month before she went on the show.
Now, the model and reality TV star has spoken of how she tried to save her brother before he died.
In an interview with Who magazine, Laurina explained that her brother, 36, had been struggling with anxiety and depression for years. Before he ended his life, Laurina had been in Europe – and, after being dumped – had gained a new outlook on life, one that she wanted to share with her brother.
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Laurina said that when she found out he’d made a suicide attempt, she took a flight home to Melbourne, hoping to convince him that the “lightness” she had found after she “asked God for help” was something he could experience too.
“I sat down with him and I told him everything; that if you ask God for help, you know, it’s not just asking the people around you for help but if you can turn to that higher being and ask for help, you can get it … But it was too late,” she told the magazine.
“He had already made an attempt on his life and he had already made up his mind that he was going to take his life.
“I even feel guilty for how high on life I was knowing how low my brother was. I just wish I’d gotten to him sooner, you know?”
Laurina said that although medication “saves people”, she felt that it was the only method of treating his mental illness being offered, and that not getting to the root of his problems may have contributed to his death. She said her brother seemed “numb” when she spoke to him.