The true story of Freddie Mercury's life is much sadder than Bohemian Rhapsody.

Bohemian Rhapsody tells the cinematic story of the rise and fall of a rock god.

But it doesn’t really tell Freddie Mercury’s story.

The Queen frontman’s life was a lot darker – and a lot more complicated – than what is shown on screen.

Mercury was a complex man who spent most of his life trying to come to terms with his own sexuality and hiding who he really was from the world.

In 1969, when he was 24 years old, Mercury met a 19-year-old shop assistant named Mary Austin. He wasn’t yet famous, but Austin said she was attracted to the “wild-looking artistic musician”.

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“He was like no one I had met before,” she told the Daily Mail in 2013. “He was very confident – something I have never been. We grew together.”

Four years later, in 1973, Mercury proposed on Christmas Day. The Queen frontman would later write Love Of My Life about Austin.

However, the couple never married. When Mercury came out as bisexual to Austin, she ended their engagement. She challenged him and told him he was gay, but Mercury refused to be labelled.

Mercury bought Austin a home and often spoke about how she would always be the great love of his life.

“All my lovers asked me why they couldn’t replace Mary, but it’s simply impossible,” Mercury said in a 1985 interview with the New York Post.

“The only friend I’ve got is Mary, and I don’t want anybody else. To me, she was my common-law wife. To me, it was a marriage. We believe in each other, that’s enough for me.”

Mercury went on to have many short-lived affairs with both men and women. He turned to alcohol and drugs for comfort, with Elton John once saying he could out-party anyone.

It’s reported that during this time Mercury became more and more “promiscuous”. He wasn’t concerned about the real possibility of contracting HIV and told one concerned friend, “Darling, f*** it. I’m doing everything with everybody”.


Mercury thought he would never find someone he loved like Mary. Then he met Jim.

The Queen frontman met Irish hairdresser Jim Hutton at Heaven, a gay nightclub in London. He offered to buy Hutton a drink, but not recognising him, Hutton turned him down. A year later, they met once again in a bar, and Hutton accepted Mercury’s offer of a drink.

One year later Hutton moved into Mercury’s London mansion, Garden Lodge. The couple remained together for seven years until Mercury’s death, despite the musician never coming out publicly.

In 1987, Mercury was diagnosed as HIV-positive.

When Mercury found out about his diagnosis, he told Hutton he would understand if he wanted to leave him, but Hutton simply replied: “I love you, Freddie, I’m not going anywhere”.

Mercury didn’t tell his close friends and family about his diagnosis until 1989.

In 1994, Hutton told the Evening Standard that Mercury was in deep denial about his diagnosis.

“It was his cross and he wanted to carry it the way he chose – without burdening me. If something came up on TV to do with AIDS, we’d turn channels.” he said.

When Hutton was also diagnosed as HIV-positive in 1990, he didn’t tell Mercury.

On November 23, 1991, just one day before his death, Mercury released a public statement about his diagnosis.

“Following the enormous conjecture in the press over the last two weeks, I wish to confirm that I have been tested HIV-positive and have AIDS,” the statement began.

“I felt it correct to keep this information private to date in order to protect the privacy of those around me.

“However, the time has now come for my friends and fans around the world to know the truth and I hope that everyone will join with me, my doctors and all those worldwide in the fight against this terrible disease.”

The next day Mercury passed away from bronchopneumonia, a complication from the virus.

He died living most of his life in secret. The musician never felt like he was able to come out publicly, and he never told the world about the man he had chosen to love.

It’s believed Mercury wrote Bohemian Rhapsody about his own internal struggle with his sexuality and the torment of hiding his true self from the world.

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