It has been mere weeks since Lindsay Lohan revealed the tumultuous dynamics of her previous relationship on social media. Now, she’s asking her ex for an apology.

Recently, Lindsay made several concerning posts on Twitter and Instagram, accusing her ex of cheating on her and implying she was pregnant. Following that, footage was obtained of Lindsay claiming her ex-partner “almost killed [her].”

Now, she’s taken to Instagram in search of an apology, posting a bikini photo taken by photographer Terry Richardson, captioned:

“Maybe I go back to blonde? #noboyfriend #stillneedimsorry”