My infertility journey went a step further and after 13 IVF cycles and 15 years of trying everything Iām sure you have all tried, we did an IVF cycle in the US and used a gestational surrogate. We were blessed with a remarkable son. But what a lonely journey it was and still is. There were no clubs for us - not even the baby club. I felt like a fraud going in to a store to buy baby goods. I missed the excitement of everyone asking when are you due. 12 years later I still sit there awkwardly while others share their birthing story. And my biggest shame is still feeling jealous of those families with multiple children. What I would give to