I am autistic. And I find everyday to be a challenge. So many thoughts go through my head regarding this topic; it seems difficult to focus on the message I would like to make.. being able to relate to others on the topic about autism has been the biggest focus for myself and believe that is how I've kept myself from loosing me. Most days I do feel quite neurotic, though when others around me are understanding I feel I can face the world. When I'm able to relate with another person, I feel normal and as if I could do anything, the metaphorical weight on my shoulders floats away.