Oh what a beautiful and sad story, “Bear” has the most wonderful owners. So happy that you came into his life just when he needed someone to love him and care for him as part of the family. It was meant to be. Also the Vet sounds like a marvellous human being for not letting “Bear” loose his life. I too, know that feeling when a much loved pet breathes their last breath in your arms. I will never forget it. I tear up just thinking about it. I admire your strength and convictions to do the right thing.