What would you tell yourself if you could go back in time to when you had your first baby?
Ask for the drugs earlier?
Don’t buy into the breast vs. bottle wars?
Or would you tell yourself to relax.
It’s easy in hindsight isn’t it?
That first year with a newborn is a heady mix of brittle tiredness and overwhelming love. It’s almost impossible to explain how tumultuous it is to someone who hasn’t been through it, and yet with a little bit of distance it is a time you can view with bemusement and fondness.
Oh, I got advice – heaps and heaps and heaps of advice, but there was almost so much I tuned out.
I wish now someone who I would have listened to had told my first-child self to chill the hell out a little and to spend more time going out for coffee.
As well as those wise words of wisdom, here are a few others I wish I could whisper in my ear while I was gently sleeping. (Very, very quietly so as to not wake my eight-years-ago self.)
1. No, you will not ever get any sleep but you will work out how to deal with it.
The whole sleep deprivation is tough. It’s a tiredness that hurts to your bones. It can turn into a type of mania spilling through into every aspect of your life. And at times you will be hardly able to imagine yourself surviving the next few days.
But you know that you will survive. You will in fact thrive. You will be more exhausted than you could dream of and yet you’ll be okay.
Know though: They will never sleep.
Not your first baby, nor your second or even the third.
But you will work it out.
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My beautiful boy will be two weeks old tomorrow. My advice to myself would be limit how much internet advice you consume. I completely freaked myself out about giving birth and it was not nearly as difficult or horrific as I expected (not saying it was a breeze though!) Am learning to listen to MY baby and do what is best for HIM. All the advice out there is amazing but can also give you some serious mummy guilt.
Why are Mothers in law always villified like this?
Our partners parents should have as much right to be involved and present as our own parents.
Absolutely. I lost my fabulous MIL last year, I hate that she will never get to meet our kids. Not every MIL is a nightmare, can we stop with the cliché, please?
I think it's because with our own parents their is an ability to be open and honest without ridicule or jeopardizing the relationship. This can be hard with in-laws. I know this is certainly the case with my own mother-in-law. There are things I can say to my own mother knowing that she will be patient and understanding, that my mother-in-law would take absolute offence to. There are lots of wonderful mother-in-laws out there, but there are also the share of controlling and manipulating ones as well. It can be hard to know how to navigate these relationships at times, and I know I have in the past felt very controlled by my mother-in-law. My advice to women would be to set the boundaries early, and if you aren't happy with something be honest and open about it. Not voicing your concerns will only make you resentful.