I have a lot of feelings. And a lot of words to go with my feelings.
My husband on the other hand, has some feelings, but not nearly enough words. He also has a desire to fix all of my problems.
This combination creates a lot of talking, not enough listening, and lot of misplaced responsibility on how to fix the issues we encounter.
Through counselling, we've learned we have completely different styles of communication. This must have become painfully obvious to our counsellor, as I seemed to be the only one talking in her office. It turns out I put out too much data, and my dear husband does not give out enough. I overwhelm him with information, he feels responsible, shuts down, and as a result I get no data back and am left in the dark.
Let me tell you, that was frustrating me to no end. And he was way over my cute chattiness.
Our counsellor proposed an interesting experiment. She told us to set a timer for three minutes, and to give each person a turn. During my three minutes, I got to express any feelings or thoughts I had, good or bad. I got to talk for an uninterrupted period of time, and my husband didn’t have to respond, nod, make listening noises, or fix anything. All he had to do was sit there and listen. The next day, he got three minutes. Just the same, I didn’t have to reply, offer up any helpful suggestions, hug or reach out to comfort him.
We started our experiment with once every other day.
The first time, I thought “there is no way I can fit all of my feelings into three minutes. This is completely unacceptable.” In contrast, my husband wondered “What do I say? I don’t have anything prepared". Once we got past this initial, strange setup, where we had each other’s full attention and no consequences to anything we said, we got into a better flow.